re-designed my blog instead of doing homework.

innocent kisses. whatever happened to those? when did they turn into foreplay? you don't mind, it's just funny how things can change so quickly. lips & tongue & teeth. heavy breathing, the music drowns it out but you can still feel it, from his mouth to your skin. you never felt this close to someone before & it's rather wonderful. now your hand is trembling slightly & you don't quite know why. your skin is tingling & buzzing & every inch of you is alive & nothing & everything exists all at once. your mind is so incredibly clear. blank. now you're lying together & he kisses your nose & tells you your beautiful & you wonder if anything will feel as perfect as it feels right now.

my best friend is a creative genius & one day she will take over the world with her words & her thoughts & her ideas & her art.

had my first arguement with the boyfi last night. it really terrified me to see how much i had upset him. i didn't mean it, honestly i didn't. he is an incredible human being. believe me, i realise how lucky i am to have him. it's just that i've never really had anyone that cares about what i do. i guess i'm sort of just used to doing what i want & no one really giving a shit. i just suppose that i didn't think through what he might think about it. i was shit but he admitted that he was a bit shit about it too... i just don't like thinking about hurting him because he is the last person who deserves that. i think i'm just a bit dumb. i just presume that people don't like me as much as i like them. it's ok now though, we kissed & made up.

and i promise to think from now on.

thinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthink.

thank goodness for people like fearn who make me feel better.

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FRUSTRATINGGGGG

flower head

skin to skin. in the salty river. made love in the shadows.

i'd sort of really enjoy being in bed with my boyfriend right now.

and i'd sort of really enjoy being able to pass uni without doing any work.

and i'd sort of really enjoy some inspiration.

and i'd sort of really enjoy a double bed with a ridiculously large amount of pillows and fresh sheets and an amazing doona.

fuck this i'm going to bed.

me & my best friend are fucking hilarious.