really need to buy the daria box set.

i want to see everyone i love and care about but i just don't have the time and my body won't keep up and i lose the hours in the day and i lose the days in the week and i want everyone to know that i care but i don't know how to and i worry that i'm not doing enough but then again there's not much i can do but try.

FREEEEEEDOM.

finished all my uni work!

went out last night for the boy's end of semester drinks.

i was so nervous...but it was crazy fun.

got to wear a dress i'm in love with, got drunk off free drinks & got to hang with people who were actually really cool. however, the dj didn't play kanye. furious.

anyway, moral of the story is, i had a fantastic first night of pure freedom.

I'M ON HOLIDAYS I CAN NOW SEE ALL THE PEOPLE I MISS AND HANG OUT WITH MY FAVE BOY WHENEVER I WANT.

but with the good things come the bad.

someone who i love so much, someone who has cared about since the moment i was born, might be taken away from quicker than i had ever anticipated. i'm terrified & worried. but there is nothing i can do. i'm trying to hope for the best...but it's difficult. thankfully i have someone that makes me feel better, even if it's only for a little bit...

things i must get done today...

reading reviews
literature review DONE
reading responses
journal entries
first draft of personal essay

Seeker Lover Keeper - Even Though I'm A Woman is keeping me sane through this day of hellish homework.

i'm in love.

i don't even know how to express how happy you make me dear boy.

LOOK HOW CUTE MY DOG IS AHHHHH!