25 cents...

"I just need to say I love you guys."

beautiful & lovely people i meet.

so, my friend zackattack has a friend, st louis, who has a holiday house in queenscliff.

moral of the story is: weekend away in queenscliff with some freakin' sick people!

ahhhhhh i'm excited already!

easily influenced.

Tim Minchin...

isn't this enough?

just this...world?

just this beautiful, complex, unfathomable world?

how does it so fail to hold our attention that we have to diminish it with the invention of man-made myths and monsters?

Hey pretty...

you know what i've realised?

i depend way too much on other people.

people i worship & adore can so easily control my emotions.

like, really badly.

maybe it's because i'm a very intense person.

a very impulsive person.
with relationships, i go all in.

after doing this, i get upset over stupid things.

or happy over the smallest gestures.

hmmm.

My ear hurts; I'm getting sick...

frustration. confusion. frustration. confusion. frustration. confusion.

Stolen from my favorite blog...

stop confusing me boy.

Weekend...

trains. jazz. disco ball. confessions. blushing. gaga. rushing. goon. police. lying. stairs. rooftop. waiting. flash. tequila. gangstas. DANCE. fight. lipstick. drunk texts. grinding. maccas. nightrider. 5am. tribes. eyeshadow. fur. more goon. yelling. punching. DANCE. vomit. fire. love. cupcakes. siblings. kisses. sleep.

it was good for me.

how was it for you?

"well i don't like her"

why do i bother?

i can't stand it. i can't stand it. i can't stand it. i can't stand it.

RAVISH ME...

where is this boy in my life?????????

ahhhhhh YOU ARE SO ATTRACTIVE!

hello life.

i like you alot.

Can I tell you a secret?

when i go out & get drunk with those kids.

you're my favorite.

one hates me.

one is polite.

one loves me but gets drunk.

but you make me smile.

you seem to really care.

Dear Best...

it's your birthday.

this makes me so happy.

you are now equipped with all the tools to take over the world.
to accomplish all that you want to.

and i'll be here, standing behind you, with the biggest smile on my face, thinking about how lucky & proud i am to know you.
there isn't much that i can say to you that i haven't already said in various letters, texts, wallposts, phone calls, drunken & sober confessions of love.

i love you beyond words.

you are my best friend.

you amaze me.

you have changed my life.

These feelings won't go away...

TOMORROW MY BEST FRIEND IS 18.

PAIN...

thank the fucking lord the advil kicked in.

Silly stupid girl...

so you like this boy right?
and you really really like him.

but you put him out of your league.

he's too amazing for you.

then you meet this other boy.

he's nice, sweet, cute.

you kiss. it's nice.

you chat to him, you flirt with him.

but what about the other boy?

he's still there, he still makes you blush.

but he's not interested. is he?

the first boy might be.

the second boy might be.

do you hold out on the second boy just in case the first boy wants you?

stop being such a silly girl.

stop chasing and then running away.

ahhhhhhhh i still haven't finished my essays.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Watching the Office instead of essay-ing...

so what becomes of you my love?

when they have finally stripped you of

the handbags & the glad rags that your grandad had to
sweat so you could buy.

all these photos are from last nights party.

i want to be at those parties.

My hands are cold...

Dear Doctor...

you amaze me.

i am stunned by you.
by your intelligence.

by the way you look at the world.

by your beauty.

by your heart.

you are such a great friend.

i am happy to know you.

i am proud to know you.

you will do great things.

Who knew hospitals could be fun...

YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY.

I LOVE EACH ONE OF YOU MORE THAN WORDS EXPRESS.

YOU HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE.

May 10th was one of the best days of my life.

Whole lotta love.

Oh beautiful Monday...

i will follow you into the dark.

(dancer, i don't know where this is from but i love it)

Assingments...

beyond accurate i love charts.
ahhhhh i really should start.

i wish i had a passion so big that it completes me.

Love...

ME
i have an ulcer.
it hurts.
buy me ice cream.

BASH
i have the worst cold in the world.
it's annoying and tiring.
buy me love and cordral.

"you are the one bright spot in my otherwise dismal life."

just realised this is my 123rd post.

this is my favorite number.

this is a post about my favorite person.

hey there fate, how you doing?

WE HAVEN'T SEEN EACH OTHER IN WHAT FEELS LIKE FOREVER!

dear year 12, stop stealing my best friend mofo.

Gaga...

that boy is a monster.

that boy is a monster.

that boy is a monster.

he ate my heart.

he ate my heart.

he ate my heart.

do miss me like i miss you?

do i miss you like you miss me?

somtimes it still keeps me up at night.

Pasta for dinner...

it's funny.

alot of people said i should've taken a gap year.

and i always thought about it.

maybe i should have.

and now it's really weird, but i'm so glad i didn't.

because i have met some fucking brilliant people.

sure, i could've met other cool people a year later

but i like these ones.

anyway, in other news, i'm a tool.

and you have amazing green eyes.

Dear Papa...

you're the most amazing father in the world & i love you.

i know you didn't do it on purpose.
because you are a great friend.

but i still feel like shit.