Ok, wow....

that storm was fucked up.


cannot even express it.



THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW/LIVING IN SIBERIA/ACTUAL NATURAL DISASTER.



got into the city to meet favorite, madkid & tin for moomba.
got off at melb cent to get boost.
line was too long, about to walk into swanston st when...BANGCRASHBOOM
hail hail hail hail hail
rain rain rain rain rain
wind wind wind wind



stuff was floating down the goddamn street.
i hate to admit it, but i was actually frightened.



ran through the rain to catch a train.
"sorry, we're not stopping at southern cross as part of the roof has collapsed"
piles of hail = looks like snow = 1900's russia.



flinders street was leaking.
stopped & saw some break dancers aka dish.
gave 'em a dollar 'cause they/he made me smile.



met up with them.
favorite was soaked.
madkid was soaked.
tin was soaked.
SO WET.



went & got grill'd.
witnessed the damage
fallen roofs/flooded streets/general debris.



attempted to go down the subway.
it looked like this:




















"can we go in? i wanna go in. let's go in!"
"oi, that roller door is obviously there for a reason so why don't you piss off?"









trains weren't running.
tin & i waited in the rain eating stolen lollipops.
"it's a natural disaster, do whatever you want man!"


finally they started working again.
i really hate stupid teeny bopper muzzas.


my feet had those water wrinkles.

like i said FUCKED UP!



"so dysfunctional..."

If...

you say you're going to text someone then you should.
otherwise shit goes down.
and people can't go places.


"But we'd go dancing, and he'd hold me tight, he was breath, he was water, he was air, he was light, but in the morning, we were sober."

Humpf...

"Why is it that we see what we wanna believe, but we don't believe what we see?"

"Because we have hope. Because we wanna believe in the good. Because usually the truth just sucks."

i really would like it if the rest of season 5 would work.

i'm not going to let you fuck up your life.

i want you but i want your happiness more.

stop.

I Wonder...

(fashiontoast)

-if it's rude that i'd rather go out with $23.50 than save money & go to an awkward party wth people who, indeed i love, but who i feel...odd around. favorite might make for a better time.

-if i should stop caring so much about what other people think.

-how swan can be THAT talented.

-if i'm jealous.

-why i wasn't chosen.

-why maccas needs to be eaten at 1am.

-how swan/mechanical animal came up with lyrics that are profoundly amazing.

-if wishes come true.

-how you know that Karma has been repaid.

-why the sound of rain & wind whilst tucked up in bed is oh-so-comforting.

"RED RUM"

Maybe...

we could all run away together?

Go Son...

o-week.


made a friend.


met the boyfriend for 2010.


it'll happen.








went to this

with gangsta, disney & best.

fantastic night.

got best dressed.

got photos.

got free cupcakes.

movie stopped halfway through.

awks.

went back to disney's.

saw disney's actual acting skills.

beyond impressed.

off to see mechcanical animal tonight.

shit's gonna go off.

"i better not be late, or i'll miss my important date..."

she's so far above the rest she's dancing with the moon & the stars.

she comes back to earth with the milky way in her hair.